Changes within!!

Life if Always Unpredictable!

Since when I found that I’ve change!!! Is change again!! I can’t even recognize myself after the changes. As what you said I’ve lose myself... Someone asked me to look for ‘myself’ that I’ve lost it but I feel that I’m happy with what I’m doing and whom I am now. Thanks for concerns anyway!

I guess I’ve change since I’ve back from the illness few years back. I became someone that is selfish and as I know this is what I suppose to do since long time ago. Be selfish and treated myself better than anyone does. I found there is no reason for me to get angry as not worthy, something people dun even border to care so why must I put so much of effort on it? Maybe till the end of the day no one will even appreciate it. I’ll enjoy my life and lifestyle, wearing a mask and in result gain more friends compare to enemy. I should say no enemy at all as I do not even border to argue.

Times was the main reason that causes the changes; as I may not be around tomorrow. Make it my way of my life and I’m really thank you to those people that pampered me so much and I knew sometimes I was being awful and yet you guys still forgive me. Thanks for everything and I’m really appreciate it.

Sorry for those people that I might hurt you before and here I’m pleading for your forgiveness. I may not mean to say or done so. I wish we can be friends rather than enemy. Thanks for two of you that give me chances to apologize, There is nothing I regret after apologize to both of you. Maybe you do not even know that who I meant but thanks for the chances, I meant it.

To those people that I thought we're friends and maybe I was wrong or so wrong that I’m over sensitive, our friendship was only a little bit better that someone called 'stranger'. Sorry for the misunderstanding; I know what shall I do and I will stay away from all the affairs that occur in any way of communication. Or stay away from misleading events.

Thanks for enemy that concern about me, maybe I’m blind; hence, treated you as an enemy and yet you still treat me as a friend. I will appreciate what you have done to me and I will try my best to play a part as a friends.

Please tell me if I’m wrong.